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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Day Two

I am taking birth control pills. Again. And when I'm actually TRYING to have a baby. Wierd, huh? I have to regulate some of my hormones and such, so I am back on "the pill" for a few days here before I start my injections.
I am being pessimistic and worrying about the outcome of all of this, but Joe keeps reminding me I can choose to dwell on those what if negatives, or I can choose to follow the positives. He said he wants to hear me talking about when we are parents more often than talking about failure. Something to shoot for, right?
Today we went to the doctor's office after church to turn in all our paper work and money. It was the most money EVER to be put on my card...just over $11,000. And that's just the prepay amount. There will be more. And, we paid over $2000 for medication for me. You folks who are able to get pregnant the normal way, you are saving SO MUCH MONEY! Count that a blessing!!
Anyways...my bank wouldn't allow the transaction, probably since I NEVER put anything more than $100 or so on my card. So I have to get it approved by them tomorrow before the transaction can go through. All this to say...we are tied into this whole heartedly now. Pray for each day to go smoothly and each step to go better than expected from us and the doctors. It's gonna be a long 5 weeks...


Jaime said...

I love the backyard and I can't wait to see more pics as it gets finished! I LOVE the hair!! I got mine colored again a few weeks ago and it came out pink! What fun! I am heartbroken for Taylor and Josh. I want to read her blog someday-she sounds like a brave girl. I am thinking about you as you take these big steps to your dream. You guys are going for it and that is so courageous! Remember to think positive and RELAX! I like Joe's idea of talking about "when you guys are parents"!! What a great hubbie!

Jake and Tanya Wilson said...

Yes, the hokey pokey IS what its all about! :o)
We are thinking about you in Japan! Looking forward to seeing y`all again. I read your email... but smart me accidentally spammed my whole first page, so I lost it. The whole painting furniture thing sounds great! See ya in a week!

Hopeful Mother said...

Just wanted to say hello and wish you the best of luck on your cycle. I can relate completely to what you are going through.