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Monday, November 17, 2008

devastation

We kept it quiet...but I found out I was pregnant from cycle two on November 2nd. Last week I started spotting a little. Had a sonogram to hear the baby's heart today...and there's no baby there. Just an empty placenta.
I am so devastated. I am so scared that I will never have a baby now. We need prayers so badly. This year has been agonizing and just when we have a ray of sunshine, the darkness rolls in again. Pray hard for us.

21 comments:

TerPen said...

Oh Rachel, I am so sorry. I will definitely be praying for God to send you his perfect peace and comfort during this difficult time.

Jake and Tanya Wilson said...

We love you!

Noel and Celeste said...

You are in our daily prayers.

Hopeful Mother said...

I have been thinking about you lately and wondering if you were moving on to the next cycle.

I'm so sorry for this outcome, and will continue praying for you.

Brandon and Dee said...

I am so very sorry Rachel. YOu have been in my prayers and will continue to be.

amy said...

I don't know why this is happening, it makes me mad that this isn't working for you guys when you deserve it so much. We love you and are praying for you as we always do.

Carolyn said...

I'm so sorry, Rachel. I'm praying for you guys.

Have you seen this blog? I thought it could be a helpful resource. http://lostandfoundandconnectionsabound.blogspot.com/

Adam & Carrie Tungate said...

I love you, Rachel. We'll keep praying.

Rebecca said...

We were really hoping that it was it this time. Especially since things have seemed much better. I am so sorry!

Jaime said...

I am so sorry dear friend. That is most definitely not the news I wanted to hear. There really aren't words - just know that I love you guys and will continue to pray for you!! What a journey you continue on...I pray for God's love and peace to surrounds you on it.

Taylor said...

My heart hurts for you. I am so very sorry.

Terri said...

I'm so sorry. You both continue to be in my prayers. Know that you have friends and family that care and that love you very much.

Zack & Monica said...

Rachel, I know we don't know each other well at all, but I have been praying for both you and Joe. While I did not experience the hardship of having to use fertility treatments, I did suffer two miscarriages. The loss is truly devastating and heartbreaking. I know the pain you feel for these lost babies. I still mourn for my two. I have faith you will be blessed with a child--I am just so sorry you have to go through this now. Please know you and Joe are in my prayers. This verse gave me comfort...

"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you and when you pass through the river, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through fire, you will not be burned and the flames will not set you a blaze. For I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior." Isaiah 43: 2-3

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Elisa said...

Rach, I'm very sorry. I'm praying for you this morning.

The Giles Family said...

Rachel - I am so sorry for you. I will be praying for you guys.

The Best Family said...

So sorry for your loss. "Every tear you cry, He holds in His hands. He never leaves your side..."
Praying for you guys...

Jamie said...

Thinking and praying for you often. Lots of love!

Leilanni said...

I'm so, so sorry. You are being lifted up in much prayer.

Billyboy said...

Matthew 27:45-46
You and Joe have my deepest admiration and love, my sincere thoughts and prayers.

Amy said...

Rachel, I'm praying for you. I'm crying right now for you...I have no idea what your going through. If there is anything I can do please let me know. I LOVE YOU!